♡CHERYL ; 20th July -♥

♥ Wednesday, December 31, 2008

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2:30 AM

♥ Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I'm back from Ubin. Pictures are with Wilson. Met Wilson Mark Dennis Tingwei at the bus there, and head down to ChangiVillage. Took a ferry there, and we rented a bike. Saw a dog shit, and it certainly look damn gross. Cycled round and up and downs till like 5plus. I'm so sorry for cycling so slow. I told you guys I sure walk already can ! LoL ! At least I know, I wont be heading there anytime soon, haha ~ &Thankyou to all of you for cycling so slow and keep cycling back to see where am I ;X SEE. This shows how slow I am ;X It was a fun day though (: Head home to change, and off to TM to look for them. We were thinking where to settle our dinner, and we ended up in BaliThai. HOKAY. I cant finish my food-.- And thanks to Tingwei. I think hes like damn hungry cause he finished up my portion as well. Shit and sperm is what we were talking about during dinner time. Walked around to accompany Dennis to get his stuffs, and headed home. Uber shag now. rrahh

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10:44 PM

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I read the horoscope, they told me Pisces babies need to be alone for the month of January. Therefore, I'm going to go emo gaga for the month of January. ROFL. I might be quitting my work earlier den expected. Cant stand it anymore.

A really short entry before I head out to meet Wilson and his friend to Ubin trip. He told me to bring my passport along in case police check on me. WELLDONE !-.- I just hope I dont get chased by dogs later, the bicycle dont go haywire later, and the mosquitoes wont bite me later. I already standby one big bottle of medicated oil. IN CASE ! hhahas

hokay, I'm uber late. I'm supposed to meet them at 12, but look at the time.
This might be the last entry in this blog already, hoho (:
I cant wait cant wait cant wait to start blogging in the new blog, actually i blogged alr, but it'll appear on 1st Jan. Hhaa(:

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12:14 PM

♥ Monday, December 29, 2008

Hate toothache.

I hate it to the max seriously. Each time it hurts, I popped a panadol. So let's see, I've already popped 16panadols since yesterday. No. I'm not committing suicide, but I'm trying to just ease the pain.

I was on the phone with Johnathan last night around 1plus, and its always me ranting, him listening to my rants ;X bwhahahhas. And I'm always complaining I'm hungry. Talking about that, I've put on damn a lot of weight already, like seriously. That sillyboy told me something last night, and I was shocked for a moment. HAHA. So today, I was supposed to hit BukitBatok to meet up with dumbdumb. But he gotta do projects like super last min, so I ended up in Boonlay do some exploring. HAA ! Gotten my stuffs and down to Clementi to meet up with sicko&Honghui. Stayed at there till her training ends, den over to town to meet up with Hogan&Regina. Dinnered at Pastamania, and my teeth is killing me, yet I still drank coke. Walked around town, and trained home.

I miss him now (:

Zouk/StJames this wednesday, anyone?

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11:13 PM

♥ Saturday, December 27, 2008

His confessions

I've decided to change my bloglink, and I've already come up with one link. I shall start blogging in there for the year 2009. And it sounds a lil, funny, but it doesnt matter. Who knows I'll change it again some time next year, HAHA (:

On Thursday night, while all the other army guys book in, Ian din. He damn lucky cause his camp to his home is like damn near lahs. ROFL~ So we ended up webcamming with each other. Was supposed to only webcam for like 10mins, but we ended up webcamming till 3plus in the morning. Woke up around 1plus on Friday by workplace's phone call. Nua'ed at home till like 3plus, and off I went for work. Its seriously like tiring me out now the work. Rah. I think I'm quitting it months later. I never stay in a job for so long luhs. HOHO~

Came home, and was talking to Johnathan. He called me up at 3am this morning. It was supposed to be like em, 15mins convo, but we ended up talking till like close to 430 this morning. All the rantings to him, and yes, thankyou. I feel so much better. Woke up uber late for work today, thats why I ended up cabbing to work-.- I freaking woke up at 12-.- Texted Love till we both fell asleep, and I'm so sorry for waking you up this morning.

Work is uber tiring, maybe its cause of lack of sleep. I need my sleep. Tmr will be working again. Monday I think I'm meeting dumbdumb, but that idiot wants me to go down to BukitBatok first-.- RRAAHH. That's damn effing far.
Tuesday I guess I'll be heading to Ubin with RandomWilson. Idk who is he going with, but all he told me was " I'll let you know again" HOKAY. Ubin got dogs, I'm damn scared of dogs. Prepare to see me screaming my ass off already ! AHAH
Wednesday should be Flyer with family, and also. I guess clubbing with Jo. I'm not too sure if my cousin is going along.
Thursday is working day for me. Shucks a new year. Same goes for Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Monday, its back to school. I'm pretty sure I wont be able to wake up for first lesson. Maybe, I wont even turn up on first day of school. HAHA

He told me a secret last night. The secret shocked me for a moment. HAHA !

HOOKAY. I'm going to search new skins for my new bloglink, else. I'll stick to the current one (: I miss you (:

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11:53 PM

♥ Friday, December 26, 2008

Body clock so screwed.

Random 1 : I'm beginning to hate working life now. Urgh
Random 2 : I'm feeling uber cold now ;( But I'm in Love's jacket (:
Random 3 : I was talking to Ian on msn till like 3plus this morning &I'm blaming that crazypig for screwing my body clock. HHAA. So mean HOOKAY

I miss Love. Lalalala

Update a proper one when I'm home. weets

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3:10 PM

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Here I am, blogging at such hour again. I'm feeling sad now ;( Cheena songs makes me feel so much worse. Its been a long time since I last listened to Chinese songs. Slowly, pictures of you appearing in my mind just like a jigsaw puzzle. One piece by one piece, forming your image. I miss you. I wish I could fall asleep in your arms. I wish, and I wish.

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3:17 AM

♥ Thursday, December 25, 2008

It was never the First time.

I slept at 4plus this morning, was happily talking to Johnathan&Ian, till I forgot about time. Great. I texted Love, and in between I actually wake up to reply him cause Love complained that hes bored. I texted him till I fell asleep. I mixed reality with dreams up. Dont bother about that. I snoozed from 10am to 11am. I did it on purpose. I was dead tired luhs. Lack of sleep. RAHRAH. I was late for work as usual, by 5mins. I missed that one fucking bus, and it will cause me to be late by 5mins.

Working on a public holiday was never fun. We were all wondering, why cant those people stay home during public holidays. Why must they go to shopping malls , and shopping malls have to open just for them? We could enjoy ourselves also de lae. HAH. Work was tiring, but time passes so quickly. Which is a good thing afterall isnt it?

Bussed home, bus too crowded. This freaking uncle stared at me all the way from Parkway to Tampines. When I stared back at him, he looked away. &S, its not the first time this is happening, I hate you. Let's see. He shall now stay away from my life like again. This isnt the first time, its the third time its happening like this

Ian is being sucha, how do I say, sweet talker now. That guy wanted to come over and find me this morning and send me to work, but when I wake up, he texted me this " hello baby! I just reached home and im very tired cant pick you up. Miss you " he thinks calling me baby will make everything sounds sweeter? Hes flooding me with his love now. Ha

Anyways, someone dated me out on Valentine's already, in advance. How pathetic can it gets. NewYear I'm working, Valentine's Day I'm working, even on my birthday. I wanna 2009 to come quick, not because I'm looking forward to turning 19, but because I hope 2009 will be a better year. People in my life, that make a huge impact this year, I thank you all for being once there. At least now, things between us are better than before. And 2009 better be a better year for me.

Gwad sake, I feel like falling in love. ROFL. OKay, damn random. HAH

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I’ll be waiting here
Santa that’s my only wish this year

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11:47 PM

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MERRY XMAS EARTHLINGS. SPREAD THE LOVE (:

Yes. My body clock is so damn bloody screwed for now, officially. Look at the time, and I'm still freaking awake luhs. PLUS. I gotta work later ;( I see my eyebags even deeper now. RRAHH. XmasEve/Xmas is just another day for me. This year it doesnt makes any difference. Staying at home this XmasEve, maybe its a good thing, cause I catched up with a lot of people.

Being so random, JiaJun came down from TiongBahru to Tampines to meet me, and accompany me to buy food. Bumped into Kerli at inter, and she thought he was my boyfriend-.- Rotted at house nearby, and then he cabbed home. I know you'll read this one day. Thankyou for coming all the way down today(: Its super random I swear. But its nice seeing you and catching up with you. Youre still the same. The one who'll never say anything good about me. And quit that X-factor thingy, you dont have it. LOL !

Online'd and catched up with TMS (: We were talking about those times when we were together, how he helped me to control my coke intake and all. My mum was nagging to me that I should quit coke like the past, and hes going to help me once again (: Its just so nice talking to him again, and yes, I kinda miss you too luh (: I believe 2009 will be a better year for both you&me. Be it in studies, love life, family and all (: 2009 will be a better year yeah (: &Claim your stuffs soon from me. HHAA (:

Online'd with Johnathan as well (: I believe these are the people, that are not those hi-bye friends, come in and go out of our lives so fast. Had a nice chat with him, and I believe you can find better girls luh(:

&So, Xmas eve I slept till like 3plus in the noon. Nothing special happened today. Dinnered at Eatzi to celebrate parents anniversary (: Left early cause brother was unwell, vomitting and all, which makes me kinda piss off. I was pissed off just now, but now. I'm feeling better, so much better.

I remember last Xmas I was with TMS, and we somehow celebrated it over at bitch's belated birthday chalet. It was one of the happier moments in my life. He made an impact in my life. He was like the one who help me to control my diet and all. Now that we've broken up, but iloveyou lah (: As a friend, we both knows that. Please if you remember what you promise, my spammed smses hor ;D

I'm lazy to continue to update further. There's work for me later. I gotta wake up at like 10am, which left me with less than 7hours of sleep. Work for the next few days. Endure ! I cant wait for 15th Jan to come quick. I wan money please. I've spent like a sum of my pay on food already. This is a bad sign. I'm putting on weight.

Hi Santa, I want him for Xmas still, do you hear me?

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4:01 AM

♥ Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I cant get to bed. So many things on my mind now. So many things running through my mind. Daddy&Mummy's anniversary, as well as xmas eve. But why, it doesnt even feels like one. Fucking asshole this particular person is pissing me off in msn, bugging me for birthday present. Things are so different now. I want to ring people up, but I dont know what am I going to say, whats going to come out from my mouth. Fuckshit, I feel like crying right now. On xmas eve. Its raining heavily right now outside my house. I wish I could run into the rain and get myself drench. NO. I dont wanna fall sick. I wanna run to Love's place now ;( Gayboy isnt replying me. I hate it. I hate him.

BYE. I think I wanna read HarryPotter and the Order of the Phoenix already.

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4:12 AM