♡CHERYL ; 20th July -♥

♥ Friday, December 19, 2008

Confessions of a broken heart.

Why bother telling people two different stories? Obviously youre the one who did everything to him, and you come telling me say he did everything to you? If you think this is going to make me jealous or something, Or this whole thing is going to spoil the ForeverBoyfriend-Girlfriend friendship between me and him, I'm so sorry that you failed. You cling onto him like noone's business, you dragged him everywhere you go. You hold him, and you tell me he held your hands.WHAHA. I known him for years, and I know that he isnt such a guy luhs. Just because he din accepted you like 3years back, you bombed some stupid stories saying you lost your memory and you cant remember his name? Gwad sake, when you saw him, you asked me if thats (inserts name). ROFLOL ! Telling us youre single? When I heard from (inserts name) and you telling us that youre going to get married next year. Now you claim that youre saying that because I told you hes my boyfriend and you got so depress? What. Texting him telling him saying something like I'm willing to share boyfriend. Letting you have him on even number days while I take him on odd number days? Please. When the hell you even mention that to me? On one hand, you claim you love your boyfriend. On the other hand, you go and tell other people that you miss this guyA, miss that guyB. People seen you on streets holding hands and kissing with other guysC/D/E/F/G. You lied that you dont really go club, WOAH. People seen you around at clubs like almost every week. Bombster. Try harder in spoiling the friendship between me&him luh uh. If you think he will break his friendship with me cause of you, youre so so wrong. He'll break your friendship with you, cause of me more likely. Go find out how close we are before breaking us up luhs. We are closer than what you think luhs please. Reason cause hes my forever bestfriend, my forever boyfriend, my forever closefriend, buddy and etc. HAHA (:

OKAY. Enough of rant. Girlfriends were supposed to meet up in the noon, but after the usual dragging, we ended up only meeting like 5plus. Yesterday afternoon was super miserable. I cried the whole afternoon, I missed Love. We ended up getting my mum to buy food for us, and we dinnered at my place. They headed home. My head was super heavy. Cause I knocked my head like too many times within 2days. And coconut told me that I knocked myself at StJames the other night as well. Sick combo is totally shit. I hate it. I knocked out at 1plus after on phone with coconut. Lala'land till today, around 2pm. I woke up cause of a nightmare. How shitty ass. I texted S and hes a lil pissed now cause I woke him up. YAY. Hes on leave till 29th. Shall see him soon, dats what he said, as always. My neck is getting better, but its still hurting me. I gotta work later. And I think RongShen is coming down to find me after work. I cant afford to take MC for work. One MC, and all the benefits gone. I'm waiting for the time to pass by. TickTock. My head is still a lil spinny-ish. &Its going to be work over the weekends. Gosh, so fast, one week of my holidays gone. I still got 2more weeks to go. Xmas is getting nearer and nearer. Before Xmas is here, tmr is the 20th already. Will Love remember what is it?

My cousin is here to stay. Hes like one noisy bomb. The noise pollution. His voice alone is enough to cover like probably 4earthlings voice. Yes, that's how noisy he is. &I'm not too sure how long is he going to stayover. PLUS, I'm not yet fully recover. Dont wish me speedy recovery, cause I know I cant. With the noise level, I think my illness will be more jialat. Who knows there'll be another new sick combo. RAHRAH

I hope Love is feeling better(:

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